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Guru Out...

Thoughts on the Journey from Outer to Inner Guru

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February  15, 2021

Some of the best advice I ever received came from the Guru staring at me in the mirror. 

She knows me better than anyone and she knows the whispers of desire held deep within my heart that I often ignore. She speaks to me in the quiet moments when no-one else is around to drown out her voice. 

There was once a time in my life when I avoided those quiet moments at all costs, so I didn't have to listen to her constant nagging...Reminding me of what was off in my life and the changes that needed to be made. Back then, I was too afraid to do what was necessary to follow her prompts, so I would turn up the noise in my life to avoid her. "HA! I can't hear you! So you cannot make me uncomfortable any longer!" Truth be told, it never really worked. I could always sense her giving me  'the look'...You know the one, pure disappointment in another opportunity lost. She knew she would have to listen to more complaining about how things never change because I am not changing anything. I was a pure master at this cycle in my late teens/early twenties. I had mastered the art of avoidance perfectly! 

What was the game changer? The day she showed up in the mirror and called out my game! ALL of it! She totally nailed me with the truth. My perfected art of avoidance was busted. She explained that if I wanted to keep wallowing in my avoidance of life it was my choice, but she wouldn't make excuses for me. Every time I looked in the mirror she would remind me that it was all nonsense, ALL of excuses, my fear, my resistance, my distractions, my blames and shames...ALL NONSENSE. 

This set me down a path of finding a Guru...In the beginning it was just to stop her from stalking me and making me uncomfortable in my complacency.  

A guru (Sanskrit: गुरु) is a person who is regarded as having great knowledge, wisdom and authority in a given area, and uses it to guide others. The word comes from Sanskrit Gu, darkness, and Ru, light (prakash); literally a preceptor who shows others knowledge (light) and destroys ignorance (darkness). 

You see, I had always been connected to something unexplainable my entire life. I could see and hear things no-one else could, but back then we didn't really talk about such things because it meant you were crazy. No-one wanted to be around crazy people. So as I put away childish things, such as 'imaginary friends', this restlessness grew inside me the older I became. Until the restlessness became a reflection in the mirror that was unavoidable. It stirred me to the core. It poked and prodded me until I couldn't take the discomfort I felt being in my body any longer. I had to figure out what this all was and set it free...Get it out!  

Along my journey searching for a 'Guru' I discovered that much of the time I became farther away from what I desired to discover. All of the spiritual dogmas, energetic protocols, and much of the information just locked me into limitations of expansion rather than allowing me to naturally open to my own expansion into the truth my soul was nudging me towards. I quickly discovered that these types of relationships should be very loose in their guidance. It is of immense assistance to have someone that can fill in the missing puzzle pieces, assist you with seeing what you cannot see clearly on your own due to emotional attachment, or guide you through deeping your relationship with yourself, but often times the relationship was based on them believing they were a all knowing authority of spiritual shoulds and should nots. Over the years that followed I had to do quite a bit of spiritual clean up to clear my internal sacred space of the debris. 

What a marvelous journey of awareness...that always continues